I could totally see myself doing this...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JUGH0BhdG0Q

Her voice is so...interesting...I love it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ab2DDmwYVQw&feature=related

Soooo cuuuuuuuuuuuute.

My top 4 most general frequent thoughts (random order):

1. I need to get my work done
2. Jason
3. Being active
4. My grandmother's household

Specifically:
1. a) The work I will need to complete in the short term
b) The work I will need to complete in the long term
c) I don't want to do this
d) I need to do this
e) Fine, I'll do it.
2. a) I wonder what he's up to
b) I wonder where we'll be next year
c) Breaking up *imagining it*
d) Would we still be friends? *also imagining it*
e) I wish I could see him right now
3. a) I miss walking
b) I miss being a runner *imagining it*
c) I need to go at least 3-4 times a week
4 a) I miss her
b) I wonder what she's doing
c) I wonder what's going on over there
d) Probably same-ol, same-ol

Meep!

I wonder why God gives me others when I only want my family. Maybe he sees that I'm better without them.  Why would God give me what I don't want? Because he gives me what I need. It's a difficult and beautiful thing to understand, and it hurts. Then I ask what is my purpose. Last week someone told me something to the effect of: God makes things ugly before he can make them beautiful. Or something like that. It went in one ear and out  the other. I must admit but it's been drifting in and out of my mind.

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